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Procrastination

An ascent of Lowe Peak, UT

Procrastination

August 03, 2020

I’ve always looked at the Oquirrh Mountains as a kind of backyard playground, full of adventure and intrigue. Since my early childhood I’ve used the now nearly entirely red-tapped Butterfield Canyon Road as a recreation outlet just 20 minutes drive from my home, hiking and camping along the road with friends throughout our teen years and into early adulthood. I’ve spent so much time in the canyon that I can now walk through it in the pitch black of night and tell you exactly where we are. It wasn’t until 2016 that I started to attempt bagging peaks, something that I thought was at least reserved for hyper-athletes and at most neigh impossible to traverse.

Just four years later and I have some 7 peaks down, with 2020 promised to be a big year of peak bagging for me personally. Unfortunately, procrastination and laziness has taken me over, as well as developing other very skill-intensive hobbies (fly fishing) as left me without any big names under my belt this year. Promising to have done Lowe for the last 2 years, I knew I had to get it done, it was just a matter of when; and When was supposed to be 2 weeks ago, in a loop trail that I had concocted connecting Rocky Peak, Lowe, and Flat Top Mountain in a single run, private land permissions in tow. However, I didn’t wake up in time, opting to sleep in weekend after weekend. This past Friday, 7.31.20, I arose at 7am - still late - and told myself that I would make it to the top of the mountain, no matter the conditions.

The first part of the ascent is the hour-long drive through the desert, parking at a trailhead deep in the clutches of the Ophir Canyon community - a sleepy little town that you’d think to be abandoned, but instead is filled with life, even boasting a community school - at the end of a long dirt road. My hike started out with a friendly conversation with a young man who I would assume to be a local hunter, telling me he and his grandfather were in the area just returning from their trip up to Flat Top. We spoke for a few minutes about our hunter adventures, how it was both our first years in the sport, and our admiration of traditional archery. With a few goodbyes and my pack loaded with 3.5L of water, I started up the trail, flicking my new InReach on just for testing.

The beginning of the trail was surprisingly verdant and moist, abundant with free-range cattle that spooked at the slightest step. Several river crossings offered a scenic and refreshing start to a hike you would assume to be almost entirely arid. The trail cut into the coarsing creek many times opting for a nice boot-cooling splash and an excuse to wet my hat before the major ascent.

I continued down for about 1.3 miles before coming across what looks to be a fork in the road, with the trail either continuing further along or fading into a large green field littered with aspen trees and shrub oak. It petered up slightly, guiding my view upward to the ridge above. This is the best way to get up to the saddle between Lowe and The Jumpof - another small but vertical climb before Flat Top - and offered me my first view of Lowe Peak - at this point some 3,000ft above me, it appeared to tower in the distance and flex her best intimidation.

Moving through the field is when I realized the reports of “wear pants!” were necessary. There is no trail in the area from here on out. Few game trails scatter the hillside, as you start to gain elevation and earn greater and greater gradient verticality. The overwhelmingly lush mountainside was not humble in it’s growth, with Oak, Pine, Sage and all sorts of wild flowers and shrubs clinging tightly to your legs, like the fingers of the dead trying to drag you down. Dredging this hillside at almost 20 degrees it felt, the best advice I could think to reassure myself was saying, “Are you moving up? OK, you’re going the right direction". A glance backward every 15 minutes or so to stop for water was proof enough, with each passing step becoming more beautiful and revealing more of the once hidden landscape.

The break in the treeline was abrupt and surprising, the sun beating down hard and hot with the loss of shade and the introduction of a purely sage-covered mountainside. I could see the crest of the ridge now, and continued to move through the richly scented fauna, filling my nose with a delightful aroma of wildflowers and fresh, blowing sagebrush. As I approached the crest of the mountain, a falcon appeared just above me, soaring with angelic grace and laser precision. I watched as it scoured the range for a meal, moving up and down the hills and falling into the valley below before divebombing towards the adjacent mountain range. Looking South, Lowe Peak was just a few tall hills away, from here it looks like it’d taken an eternity to reach.

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Moving up the ridgeline was a relief, despite the ever increasing elevation. The breeze coarsed over the top of the mountain range, bringing with it the first clouds of the day, just as I started to make my ascent up the loose and rocky terrain. Several falcons now visible coursing the skies over their homes looking to provide a meal for the tweeting chicks in each nest. I marched forward and upward, moving closer to my goal and stopping at each major hilltop for a drink of water and a bite of energy chews.

I normally don’t bring waffles, sandwiches, or sugary chews on hikes, but this month of July has been my first long term break from a ketogenic lifestyle - something I do intend to return to in the next couple of days in fact - and I thought there would be no better snack to have atop a challenging hike than a half-hoagie from a local grocery store; once my favorite “premade” dinner hoagie available near me, and a staple of the days I used to explore the canyons below. As I looked down thousands of feet below, the Oquirrh Mountains revealed their intricate and ancient geology to me, the memories of my youth spent down below, camping, drinking, getting into mischief and celebrating with abandon, all feels like a lifetime away from where I am now.

Just as my legs began to show signs of stress - a pulling sensation in my left thigh, particularly - I made it to the summit. An American flag clasped tightly to a flagpole or storm rod gave the landmark a position of finality and a place to store the peak’s ledger and survey spike. I broke down my once 19.5lb pack, sat with my back against the pole, and began to eat my well-earned lunch. It wasn’t long until I became aware that I had in fact, just sat on my InReach - screen down - in a pile of rocks. The screen had earned it’s first battle scar, on it’s maiden voyage at that.

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Various insects and butterflies kept me company atop the mountain, which provided stunning views of the Wasatch Front’s most breathtaking landmarks; To the North, Kelsey and Butterflied Peaks, Clipper even further behind, with the Stansbury Mountains and the Great Salt Lake peaking through the cracks of the range I stood upon. The Salt Lake Valley, in all it’s decadent smoggy splendor, laid to the East, dwarfed by the Wasatch mountains and the omnipotent Lone Peak towering about it all. Timpanogos and the Utah valley, Utah Lake in tow, all clearly visible to the South East, and the barren wastes of the West Desert and Five Mile Pass to the South West, the small town of Ophir lay in the canyon below, and further out to true West, the small city of Stockton appeared, just barely visible above the Rocky Peak area.

I moved back down the mountain with haste, as I had plans to be in Ogden this night and it was already creeping up to 3pm. It took me roughly two hours to get down the mountain, following the reverse of the information I had given myself before: “If you’re heading down, you’re going the right way”. On this stretch, I was glad to have brought my poles along for the trip, as many steep and barely visible dropoffs would have given me a good tumble into the weeds and fallen logs on my descent.

I’ll be returning to the Oquirrh range soon to claim my first Ultra-prominent peak, just 30ft higher in elevation than Lowe, the Flat Top Mountain to the South. I have obtained permission to walk the land here, all owned by the Ault Family. In earlier years, I had quarreled with that name, giving disdain and jealously that they owned such magic lands. Now in my adulthood, I have a different mindset on the matter, one of reverence and understanding; these folks, who offer hikers permission simply via a quick email, could block off their land, or even worse, sell off to the corporate entity running the all-encompassing mine to the north. But they’ve held out, likely to the miner’s chagrin, and it makes me happy to know that at least some part of the majestic Oquirrh range still belongs to the common people, who will to use the land not as a resource to exploit, but as a place to reconnect to our roots through recreation and observation. Thanks for letting us through, Weston, and I hope you and yours stay true to the land you possess.

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Flies, Fish, & Mosquitos

A Birthday in the Uintas, post 1 of 2

Flies, Fish, and most of all, Mosquitos.

July 03, 2020

Tuesday morning was a late, lazy start as usual. Knowing we have some time, we made a nice breakfast of scrambled eggs and honey glazed ham with black coffee and a tall glass of milk for the Missus. It wasn’t until 1PM that we hit the trail, but light sleet and an endearing sense of adventure geared us up to get walking. It was our first time trying out the brand new ULA Equipment packs, and in an effort to reduce my normally ludicrous base weight, I opted to bring along a Smart Water bottle instead of my normal Nalgene - a whopping 5oz savings, I know! - but only a mile in with not even a sip, the bottle fell from the carry handle I had it attached to, blowing out the entire bottom of the bottle. An interesting start this, June 30th 2020, my 28th birthday.

Moving along the trail, in the beginning, was nothing short of a seemingly Norse epic fantasy novel, with snow-covered peaks and cool drifting air coursing through our rain shells. The icy sleet was bouncing off our packs mostly, a somewhat relieving effect to the fact of not having pack covers (we always use contractor bags for our down inside the packs though!) and moving higher up the trail past several scenic lakes. Each time I would stop to look back at my girlfriend Ylish, the views became even more breathtaking. The absence of hikers and backpackers on the trail was also a welcome change to the anticipation I had for the day, creeping closer to the celebrations of Independence Day in a post-COVID America would most certainly mean large numbers along the delicate alpine trails.

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Moving up along the wet and rocky corridors, it didn’t take long until we were rewarded with extraordinary views of the many divided lakes, bald peaks, and notchy passes just a few hours walk from one of the most popular trailheads along this stretch of the range. The gloomy cleared away, bringing only occasional downpours of frozen raindrops and clear blue skies with the most serene and pure golden sunlight to pierce the immaculate fresh pine-tinged air. The lakes were bug-free, and the fish were looking to feed, so after getting our hammocks set up, I set out to the shoals to see what I may find.

The water was crystal clear and still giving 20/20 vision on all the lakes abundant Brook Trout dancing along the shoreline, occasionally popping up to nab a quick bite - perfect conditions to start fishing. I began casting out with a Parachute Adams #16 and was almost immediately rewarded with a bite, and my heart jumped into action. Stripping the little guy in, I was excited to snap a photo and let him off back into his home, then get back in an attempt to set myself a personal record. I’m still very new to the sport, having only picked up a spinning rod 2 years ago, and Fly Fishing just 3 months prior. I’ve fallen in love with fly fishing, thanks to the input of a few inspiring friends and mentors, and am all-in when it comes to dedication and learning all that I can about the game.

I cast out again with the Adams, and again, was met with another beautiful high-mountain trout. I continued to experiment through the evening until it was time to gather tinder, build a fire, and settle down for the night. As the sun set, the great Murdoc began his own ritual of cloud conjuration, blessing the lake with a monumental appearance before the sun faded entirely, leaving our lady Casseopia to watch over our little den from the other side of the mountain.

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I awoke from bed around 5am, tossing a little too much in my sleep and deciding to get an early start in an attempt to catch a sunrise, something I don’t normally chase, wishing I had the discipline to do so. I was glad that I did, setting up my small alcohol stove on the shore for a coffee and oatmeal breakfast to watch the sky shift in a strange long-form light show of fuscia, garnet, coral and mauve into brilliant hues of marigold and macaroon, with a finale of Murdoc glancing into the mirror sheen of the lake at my feet. Another cast after the sunrise brought in a very small brookie. Some talking time and a nap for the two of us gave me enough energy to head out and catch another brook trout, this one as a lunchtime snack, before going on a midday adventure in search of more opportunity and bigger ponds.

We first visited the lake directly adjacent to us, not 50 paces away from the first, and began to throw flies at the fish inside. It seems they had become picky eaters in the sunlight, and I was only able to catch a few other very small fish before moving on to the third lake in our small campout area. This one was seemingly devoid of fish altogether, instead harboring various sizes of salamanders. Catching a few shots of the photogenic little critters, we looped around the lakes before I started fishing again as Ylish took to relaxing in the sun and observing the surroundings - the fantasy ranger eyes of the young lady were sharp enough to even spot a family of Mountain Goats high up on the steep cliffsides of the mountain whose shadow we rested in. I was even able to catch a few small guys before we headed back to our camp to begin preparing dinner - just Ramen noodles tonight.

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The water began to boil over the top of the subtlely sexy Fancee Feest stove I never go without as my stomach grumbled in disappointment to the thought of eating just ramen for dinner. I excused myself, asking Ylish to take over the water and ramen process for me for a moment, promising her a trout for dinner. Not 10 minutes later I returned with two of the largest I had caught thus far, scoring their sides and roasting in a pan over the warm coals of a fire made earlier as a bid for mosquito repellant. Large swarms of gnats and mosquitos began to attack our campsite with full force and truly showed some muscle. I’ve never seen a mosquito season this rough, but I was at times surrounded by easily over 20 of the bloodsuckers if I stood still for more than a few moments.

Our thermacell and DEET seemed to do little against the horde, but as the sun moved to twilight, the lakes insects began to settle, and instead the fish sprung to life. I eagerly leaped at the opportunity to fly fish a high alpine lake in the Uintas, with a gorgeous sunset on the horizon of the lake and temperatures just perfect enough to stay without shivering. This is where I really began to move my daily catch record number higher than I would have imagined. At number 9, I turned to Ylish as the lake itself turned darker but glowed with the light of the sky, and asked if I should shoot for 10. She agreed, “Well, you really do want that double digit..” and smirk lit her face and I could do nothing but match as I began to cast out again.

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My first ever double-digit day fly fishing was with a catch so comical I could do nothing but laugh across the lake, now loud with the sound of plops and gulps as the fish continued their frenzy. As I had cast out and saw the 10th trout take the lure - an #18 Mosquito - I set the hook, to my absolute suprise, a small 4 inch Brook Trout flew careening towards me and landed gently in the tall swampy grass at my feet. What a way to get a double digit night, the small guy really made the entire trip worth it.

I continued to cast into the luminescent twilight, a dreamlike landscape where it was just me, my beloved, and the lake that was providing to me what so freely and gleefully what others wish for. This moment was something that had my heart so warm, the cool air and humid air did nothing to my skin but invigorate me further. Each deep breath I took, each back cast and follow through I set down, every glance around the frenzy of trout in an otherwise serene landscape gave me moments of which I will close my eyes and think of for the rest of my life.

And we still had an entire day and night left up here.

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Living the Dream

Solo backpacking trip to fly fish the High Uintas Wilderness

Living the Dream

June 15, 2020

I got a late start on Saturday morning. Waking at 8AM, head aching from a late night of impromptu beer pong just seven hours earlier, I was slow to get out of bed and even slower to get the coffee started, even opting to take a “hare’s pace”, napping out another hour and a half before waking shocked and focused to at least get out of the apartment. I have had this trip planned for more than a year now - after attempting June 6th in 2019 but having unfavorable hiking conditions for a harsh winter before - I was eager to get it started. Everything was packed, I donned my ranger shirt and vidda trousers and headed out the door.

Winding down the highways and canyons of Central Utah, one begins to build anticipation on what’s to come. It’ll take me 3 hours of hiking to get to the lake, which gives me 4ish hours of fishing before sundown. What should I fish? I’ll have to check the rocks… Will I need my snowshoes? God, I hope I don’t need my snowshoes. The mind was racing faster than my car, never passing more than 5 over the speed limit - a cautious habit built from one too many accidents in my life - completely ignoring the podcast, Dan Carlin’s Hardcore History, thinking only about the mileage I’ll make, if I will be alone, and what to do when I got there.

As I set out on the trail, a dark omen approached not 5 minutes away from my car; one of the worst damn dogs I’ve ever come across in my life. I’m pretty good with animals too, but this old boy - some kind of mutt mix of a blue heeler and lab - thought my ankles looked more like chew toys than human appendages, strafing in and out of my vision and gnawing at my legs. A few choice words with the owner were enough to calm the situation and get the dog tethered, then I continued along the winding path towards the first switchbacks, marking the steepest accent of my 6 mile hike.

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The trail wrapped up into the mountain range above Moon Lake, moving into one of the thickest lodgepole pine forests I’ve ever seen - despite obvious efforts of clearing troublesome trunks, there were mere inches between trees that stretched up to 20 feet towards the clouds. Even further down the trail, aspen colonies and Ponderosas towered more than twice the height of the aforementioned growth, looking more like city buildings scraping desperately to escape the shadows of their brothers and gain access to prime photosynthesis real estate. Following what felt like an eternity, I was finally met with a flattening of the trail almost exactly halfway to my destination - an overlook along the ridge saddle looking back towards the mighty Moon Lake, now appearing no larger than a blueberry held at arms distance. Working down a steeply gradient hill, I found it; a true gateway to the High Uintas Wilderness. I have long felt that the Uinta mountain range - and more specifically, the Wilderness designated area within it - is one of the few magical places left of this now-gentrified planet. As I opened the gate and sealed the public chain-link lock behind me, I felt the madness of the world leave me. All the talk of plagues, politics, work, homework, other work… Everything left my consciousness, and the weight rendered me elated, all I could do in reverence was remove my sunglasses to gaze upon the clear water river rapids crashing below me, letting out an audible murmur: “Wow.”

The feeling of a childhood fairytale continued for about a mile, the scenery becoming more and more intriguing right up until I realized the trail turned from a well-traveled dirt road into a rock-laden and dry dredge upward. Two miles passed with great disdain, thinking to myself why people may call this trail “Difficult”. Most describe the beginning as the worst part, but I couldn’t disagree more: All but the last 2.5 miles are an incredible trip, but as I approached the more rugged point of the trail, all I could think of was the youthful nagging of stereotypical road trip children in the back seat every 2 minutes, “Are we there yet?”

I was beginning to reach exhaustion, my pack probably a bit too heavy coming in just shy of what I’d guess to be 40lbs when I finally saw the familiar glitter of liquid reflection sunlight. I had finally made it, and a route sign sealed the deal. First, I dropped my pack; sitting on the rocky shoreline to breathe a heavy sigh of relief. Taking the last gulps of the liter of water I packed up with me, I looked forward to getting freshly filtered replenishment directly from the pristine alpine lake. Melting snow-crested the tops of the marigold and honey-colored rocks of the mountains surrounding basin, like icing on a carrot cake, myself being swallowed into the middle of it all.

Once I finished catching my breath and taking in the views I set out to find a camp, set up, and get to what I came for: fly fishing. The site itself was a beautifully maintained primitive site, with a large rock seat acting as both couch space and a good place to start cooking grub. A firepit large enough for a small group or a single individual wasn’t far from the table rock, with several trees spaced just perfectly for hammocks and tenters alike. I set my system up quickly and with precision. Many times committing to this exercise has left me knowledgeable about where things go wrong, how to make a lay more enjoyable, and to just get the most out of my hammock and tarp. Not too tight, not too loose, my little outpost was set; So I headed towards the lake with the water filter in one hand, fly rod in the other, and pockets stuffed with a box of lures, gink floatant, and a bottle of quick-dry.


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Just as I arrived to the shore, a gale took force against me directly opposing my position on the shore and forcing me to cast nowhere but into it. Being an absolute rookie in the affair - and to fly fishing in general - I did the best I could just to get the rig out there - my first was a nymph and dry fly combo - finally landing a good cast but having excess fly line tangled around my leg and boot gaiter. I was distracted for just a moment until I looked up to see a fantastic Cutthroat Trout nearly leap vertically out of the water engulfing my dry fly! I tried to set, but there was too much line tangled around me to get it in time, and I instead whipped the lures off my tippet and into oblivion. 2 flies down already… The rest of the night was filled with myself fighting against the wind, losing yet another dry to a poor cast, and a streamer on a bad strip straight into a submerged log. Four flies down and the wind taunting my foolhardy ambition, I gave mother Gaea the win and began to make dinner.

As my water finished boiling, I poured it into my Next Mile Meal’s “beef tacos”, and headed towards the lakeside again, this time to watch the sunset as I ate my Mexican cuisine. Of course, right as I sat atop the rock, the wind died down, and fish began surfacing all over the lake erupting into a feeding frenzy that lasted some 30 minutes as twilight came into full swing. I gazed not in envy or jealousy, but bliss. Losing lures, flies, streamers, and nymphs, all that is irrelevant when you remember what part you serve here in the wild. The trout and I dined together, nibbling away on our favored fare; I believe they were having as good of a time as I was.

I headed back towards my camp, our dearest Sol now-departed below the trees and emanating eerie rays of golden butterscotch and azure lapis hues onto the landscape, refusing to relinquish light to darkness until long after she had departed my view. I lit a cigar and reflected on my day; transforming from a dreary hangover to canyons and badlands and oil fields, traversing tall hills and muddy, rough soil. Never have I wished more for a cigar to last longer, and as the Deadwood “Sweet Jane” gave me it’s last kiss of smoke, my fire died down to embers. A quick and cold jaunt down to the now-still water of the lake left me speechless. Stars glittered across the surface of the immaculate Lake, like a glass reflection looking back up at the vast empty abyss above. I like to imagine that somewhere out there, on the dark side of a planet floating around one of the billions of stars I see above me, some other being is gazing back up through a crystalline mirror lake thinking to themselves the same thing about me.

After surveying long enough for my eyes to fully adjust to the darkness I was able to see everything around me with no peripheral light source. I glanced left, right, up and down, and listened; I am here alone. By my estimate, the closest hikers - if there are any - would be at least 3 miles away from me. I tore into the ink, whose rocks and mossy soil below I could still see with only starlight above, filling two containers full of water to completely extinguish the embers inside the fire pit, falling deeper into darkness and isolation, breathing deeply and feeling truly a part of the phenomena we call life.

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I wish I could say I slept pleasantly, but an upset stomach - no doubt remnants from the night before - kept me awake for hours after I attempted to depart into slumber. I awoke several times through the night, despite having the most comfortable hammock setup I’ve ever put together. Once day finally broke, it seemed i had been asleep for ages, rising from my hanging coffin at 8am again. Fetching my bear bag from the tree some 200ft away from my quarters, I began to fix up some coffee and a keto-friendly poptart. I spent as little time as I could sitting in the hammock, taking to writing a journal entry - a favorite habit ever since adopting the use of cursive and fountain pens - reflecting particularly on whether it was worth it or not to spend a tank of gas, 6 hours of driving and 6 hours of hiking just to find isolation in the woods. “Of course”, I thought to myself. At the very least, I know now that the way is clear of ice and snow, and I can bring my friends back with me. And, I was able to practice my fly fishing with some privacy to cover up mistakes!

Packing everything as quickly as I set it up with the efficiency of a Tetris pro-player, laying every piece and filling every bit of volume I could to effectively distribute the weight in my pack gave me time to give my mental goodbyes to the site I had just become acquainted to. I set back towards the trail out, but stopped again. It’s only 10:30AM now, I can start fishing, wrap up by noon and be back home around 6 all things considered. “Worth it”, and so I started casting out a Wooly Bugger streamer. I was working a small shoal, focusing on slow movements and good casting, waiting for breaks in the wind or sending out side casts to work it in my favor. I had checked the rocks before tying the lure, but I wasn’t able to find any insect life, and thought the bugger could imitate a leech or catch some aggression.

I had cast out maybe 5 times, bringing the line back in with spaced, short and quick strips, until I was just about ready to begin my upcast to send the presentation out again. As I pulled my arm up, I set the hook right into something, and upon feeling familiar tugs and dribbles, my heart blasted off into the heavens. I yelled out, stripping the fighting trout back in, keeping my rod high in the sky as the fish leaped from the water, it’s tuscan sheen glimmering in the sun with bright, nearly neon elements of crimson decorating it’s side, gills and throat. Finally bringing the Cutthroat into my grasp, the lure dropped from its mouth as I fumbled frantically and ecstatically to get a few good photos while ensuring the critter’s well-being.


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This trout, a Colorado River Cutthroat, is what I believe to be one of the most beautiful fish I have ever caught. It’s impeccable coloring coupled with the environment, and being my first ever fish on a fly rod, left me in a state of pure euphoria and elation in what I can only describe as the purest sense of accomplishment I have ever felt. It has been a dream of mine to catch a Cutthroat Trout in the High Uintas Wilderness - specifically on a flyrod - in a remote lake, alone and totally in my element. I released the small fry, coming in just around 9 inches, and thought that there was just one thing missing now - grilling a fish on the shore line. I decided to stay some extra time and began fishing again, watching several fish approach the streamer but keeling away at the last second. Trying an elk hair caddis yielded the same results, close but not cigar. Finally I switched to another dryfly, the closest imitation I had of the mayflies the stocked fish were feeding on, and on my first cast I was able to drop the fly right in the fish’s feeding path, watching in slither up to my lure and take it in full earnest. I set the hook, pulled it ashore, and gazed upon my trophy. A bit smaller than the first, I still thanked the fish and began to process it and the wood I needed for my Firebox stove.

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The second Colorado Cutt turned out to be the best-tasting fish I’ve ever had, lightly seasoned and grilled skin on until the meat was tender enough to pull straight off the bone. I finished the meal, what I would consider being a top-3 in terms of lunch-time memories, and again set out to write in my journal, detailing my success as the stove cooled. I didn’t hit the trail until 2PM, the whole time all I could think of was how achieved and grateful I felt, for everything that I’ve been able to work towards and be apart of in these great woods. I emanated happiness and I'm still feeling waves of appreciation, adventure, and all the other good words. I was thinking about the feeling on my way back down the mountain, and all I could think of was that - despite not being a religious man - I felt blessed. These mountains are truly magic, and a 9ft 5wt fly rod is a wand to channel that essence into your body, solidifying a connection to the weave of life in all of us. I didn’t depart the lake until 2PM, and arrived back at my apartment around 7:30, just about 34 hours after I had departed. Was it worth it?

In every possible sense of the expression.

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The last days of Spring Thunder Turkeys

June 07, 2020

The perks of going home with tag soup: Well, there are none, really. Being up in the turkey woods for a week of action with no success was a hearty blow to this new hunter, and my first ever hunt went unsuccessful, with a desperate last-ditch effort to get out on the last week of the season. I only found two bits of sign, and a feather, almost mockingly laying in the middle of the lovely green field. This field in particular was one that I think back to being the place I coulda got him; That is, this lovely field is where I was calling my first few turkeys on the opening week, hiding out in a tree not far from here behind another small hill. I never saw this field the first time I was up here, and it’s stunning just how much better a vantage point I could have had if I went over just one more crest.

The last week I likely spent more time hunting morels and other fun fungi that I did actual turkey calling, mostly because there were no gobbles to be heard whatsoever. Seems like the birds were all but done with getting it on with the ladies, as all my yelps, clucks, purrs, and cuts went totally unanswered. Unfortunately, I wasn’t able to find any mushrooms growing up in the area either, what I’d surmise to being much too dry and hot for the little guys to be fruiting, but truth be told I have just about as much experience hunting morels as I do wild turkeys - none. So I’m really new trying to get up in these mountains and make something of myself, more than just luggin around my backpack and trying to find the best spot to pitch a hammock - I’m pretty damn good at that side of outdoorsmanship now, but I’d like to start “bringing home the bacon” and sustaining myself and my family with wild-caught food, straight from the forest to my kitchen.

It wasn’t all for not though, as I did bring home something from all this, and that’s some very strong inspiration to start making more art. A host of great photos and good conversations with my dear friend Damian were more than enough to keep my mood up, but just being out in the woods early in the morning to see and hear everything come alive, deer walking right past me, wildlife all around, it’s all that makes this such an integral part of my life experience. I could lay out in these fields all day, the cool spring breeze blowing over my softshell, the sun beating down giving just enough warmth to make everything cozy and still in contrast to the brisk morning air. It was a delight to see the bumblebees buzzing about their daily chores, moving from flower to flower in hypnotic, repetitive movements.

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Moving up and down the ridge is always a pleasure, getting a good workout, and seeing the group you have covered at the same time is a very unique experience. You can be creeping along, stopping to set up a decoy, continue, and so on for hours and hours, and what from point to point would only be about 5 miles feels more like a hobbit’s journey to Mordor - my own naive expectations so too in line with the sentiment - but the journey back seems bittersweet compared to the non-stop breathtaking views of progression. At times it feels almost as if you should be wary to look behind you, lest you gaze upon a panorama more beautiful than the one you saw last.

The days wound down to a close, as my accomplice and I took to our notebooks in need of inky meditation and relaxation. I haven’t spent the time to make “art” in the woods for what feels like years now, the last time I believe being somewhere nestled in the Oquirrh mountains, a hurried, scratchy graphite drawing of a fire pit, friends, and a sloppy tree. Things have changed now, and as I begin to proceed into new points of my life, I’ve found myself spending spare time working to make dreams come true rather than thinking about what video game to play next. The art I would focus on today would be work for our little artsy side project, a dream we’ve shared since high school, but have taken nearly a decade to finally take seriously. The approach is slow and relaxed, with an emphasis on putting out quality without burning out, so things are moving at a snail’s pace currently. Maybe that’s for the better, but it gives me time to work on my own project, Oakie’s, until the other takes more of a commanding presence.


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Night fell, and with it came some damn fine steaks grilled to perfection on the Firebox G2, and a lightning storm some 14 miles out, providing an electric backdrop to our well lit campground. The fire provided extensive warmth to the already base-layer weather as we shared ghost stories of old friends and memories, the good times and the bad ones, groveling over the state of the world, and being hopeful for the future. It was a beautiful way to spend a Friday evening, and working through another unsuccessful hunt at first light left me still happy and energized. I made a coffee, went on a quick one-mile trail run, did some calisthenics and woke my long-sleeping comrade.

Before we left, I was able to collect a sizeable bounty of dandelion, chewing on some leaves myself for a little mid-morning pick-me-up, with the rest stowing away in a bag, intended as a treat for the rabbits at home. They love the stuff, and at the very least, I won’t be going home empty-handed. I like the think that this is some way of “The Spirit of Mother Nature” giving me her condolences. Maybe she thinks I just haven’t put in enough work yet to bring something sizeable home, and I can’t blame her. I’ve got a long way to go until I’d consider myself even remotely proficient, but I’ll still be picking up old beer cans and other garbage along the way, in a desperate bid to get ol’ Gaia to smile up this youthful soul.

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